Saturday, November 15, 2008

I broke up with Jeff-

Go ahead, ask me why. I did it because I am a crazy person. I like Jeff but. That's why I did it. I did it yesterday and I feel sad today. I feel sad because I like him and because I broke up with him, but I still feel right about doing it. I told him I don't know what I want and I still want to date other people.

He didn't say much and I felt really bad about doing it. I still really like him, I just don't feel right about dating him at this point. Maybe I just have issues. I do have issues. We still went on a date yesterday with my roomie Emily and a boy she has just canceled. It was slightly awkward. We are also going on a date tonight to a play- Oklahoma. We are taking a break until I get back from Japan, then we will see.

So that is what I have been up to. I went running yesterday and today. I am going to the temple today and that play. I will also be working on book submission queries. Checking my email and working to keep my mind off boys. Boys, always a source of drama for me. Woot. I just love dating.

5 comments:

Sarah Gessel said...

Mer,
I have to say I could see it coming. But I was sad to learn of your break up from facebook.

Christensen family said...

Soooo sorry to hear that Mer. I was just reading the post before and learning about Jeff for the first time! I know you know what is best and with that... I wish you the BEST of happiness!!!

Kristie said...

how long have you had this blog? I'm so glad I can have tabs on you now!

*liSa* said...

Sad day for Merilee :( Look on the bright side. At least you can still go nude bathing! haha

R and A Lambert said...

Sorry, Merilee! Breaking up sucks! You can always come hang out w/ me in MS!